I have caused a lot of disappointments today, huh. :) - the smile doesn't imply happiness, it's kinda fake, sort of sarcasm. :)
I was supposed to get up really early today and start my "new life". I was supposed to go driving in the morning, go to the canteen at noon and hit the gym in the afternoon.
I was supposed to learn things today, new things, new cycle but why haven't any of those happened today? My sister texted me and asked what really is the problem, am i depressed or sort of having some troubles or whatever and it also hit me. What really is my problem?
I guess I just haven't prepared myself for these things yet. But believe me, I wanna make everything as productive as it can be. I think I just need time to adjust and take things a bit slower but I don't think i still have the chance for that. Haha.
*Sigh* I'll make everything right starting tomorrow. Little by little. :)
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