14. I did it

I did it. :)

I conquered my fear and used God's strength to overcome it. And as God promised me, it all went well. :)

I talked to my mom earlier this morning about my situation. What is the situation? Ever since i got into college, the life i thought would be so wonderful, suddenly turned into a nightmare. To make the story short, I was having a verrrrry hard time coping up with the stress brought by my course because i didn't want that in the first place. The plan was after a year, i would shift into another college but everything changed because i met these people. The most awesome people in the world, or should i just call them, my inspiration. :) They made my life a lot easier inside the prison.

Third year-first semester came and everything went black. I failed Package Design, Have 2 incomplete records which are System Design and Computer Graphics. Having 3.0 grade in all of my subject except for my Logic!!! Wohoo! There is always a reason to celebrate! I got 1.5 in Logic. Haha! Everything fell back to me and realized my life was such a mess. It did not have any order, i was just following what the world wants me to do. I talked to God and asked for his wisdom to fall upon me. I could not do it anymore. I couldn't give another effort. But God will always be on your side and will tell you, "Son, i am here you do not have to be afraid."

The day has arrived and I gotta tell it to my parents. To make the story short, yeah my mom sure was disappointed. Who would not be? But I am very blessed to say that i have the most understanding mother in the world. Now, I am here searching for a culinary school,  and I know i must not be afraid to start again. :)

I'm leaving everyone with this: Do not be afraid to start fresh or to start again. :)

PS. I'm gonna miss UST! :'(