23. Speechless

Sa sobrang pagka kilig ko wala akong masabi. Tnx. =)) :''''')))

22. Overwhelmed

Yesterday, we went to church (the usual thing our family do every sunday.) at Victory Ortigas (same time, same place.) Before we even took off I read this post of someone on Facebook that says, "Citipointe will be in Victory Ortigas. 6pm & 8pm service." 

The night before that, it was the anticipated Saved Fest held at the Smart-Araneta Coliseum here in the Philippines that basically composed of 6 artists who would perform in just a night. Gary V, Quest, Parachute band, Citipointe and two more were there to perform and I was really sad that I didn't get the chance to attend the concert. So after reading the post of that guy, I got really excited and told everybody to leave early because Citipointe will be performing at our church! 

At first I thought that they would just give the audience some special number and sing a couple of songs but the moment they went up the stage on the praise & worship part gave me chills! they were actually going to lead us in worship! Who would thought that one day, Citipointe's gonna stand in front of us and lead us in worship. 

It was really warm and hot inside the centre because the aircons are broken and it wouldn't turn on. But the church did not mind the heat and just praised and worshipped God. I didn;t care if im all sweaty i just wanted to give it my all that time. HEY! CITIPOINTE WAS LEADING US IN WORSHIP!

I just couldn't absorb the fact until now what just happened and I couldn't believe and I couldn't contain it! I can't wait to tell everybody what i just experienced yesterday! 

Though I didn't get the chance to watch them last last night in Saved Fest, God still made a way for us to watch them LIVE and LED us in worship. It was really an overwhelming experience. :')

21. Dominion

Dominion - Citipointe Live

My new favorite worship song! :)
Sanctified by Your Grace
Was once wounded but now You've removed all stains
Cleansing me with tender mercy
I will abide in You

There is no one that is like You Pure is this love You've bestowed upon us It is our privilege to worship You oh Mighty God

All of the earth is Yours
You're our delight, You are Lord of All

You have the Dominion over all the earth
And with all that's within me, I will bless You Lord

All of the earth is Yours
You're Alpha and Omega
All of the earth is Yours
You're our delight, You are Lord of All

You have rescued me, You have rescued me
You took a wretch like this
You loved me, saved me

20. Disappointment

I have caused a lot of disappointments today, huh. :) - the smile doesn't imply happiness, it's kinda fake, sort of sarcasm. :)

I was supposed to get up really early today and start my "new life". I was supposed to go driving in the morning, go to the canteen at noon and hit the gym in the afternoon.

I was supposed to learn things today, new things, new cycle but why haven't any of those happened today? My sister texted me and asked what really is the problem, am i depressed or sort of having some troubles or whatever and it also hit me. What really is my problem?

I guess I just haven't prepared myself for these things yet. But believe me, I wanna make everything as productive as it can be. I think I just need time to adjust and take things a bit slower but I don't think i still have the chance for that. Haha.

*Sigh* I'll make everything right starting tomorrow. Little by little. :)

19. New

New life starts tomorrow for me! :)

Bye for now UST, FF. I will see you all soon! ;)





Changes, it's inevitable, just embrace it. :) Good night! :)

18. Worth it

Last night I was supposed to blog about how did my birthday go. But after reading her letter to me, everything happened yesterday was worthless because this photos/letters made it all worth it. :)

SORRY GUYS. ;) HAHAHAHA!

Honey, you don't need to give me expensive gifts or materials things. All I ever wanted is you. Having you in my life is more than enough. You are the most expensive, most wonderful gift God has given to me. You are precious in my eyes. :)

Thank you for these letters, You made every moment of my birthday worth it. :) Kung dumating man yung panahon na magkakalayo tayo, I know in my heart that we will always find our way back. :) We are made for each other, dba? :) There is no me if there is no you. Kumbaga, Kung merong Iselle, merong Emman. :) 

Thank you for always staying with me. Thank you for always understanding me. We are not perfect honey, there will always be ups and downs in this life, but I know i can still find myself in you whatever circumstances may come. 

You will aways have the biggest part of me. :) I love you so much. Always and forever. Until the day I die, It's you who I want to love. :) 

"Cause you are the sun in my universe, considered the best when we've felt the worst. But most of all, We're built to last."

But most of all, thank you Almighty Father. :)

17. Why?

It's my birthday and there's nothing good about it. 

First time ko atang maging ganto kalungkot sa birthday ko. :(

16. Sigh

"Everything's gonna be worth it. Promise."

15. Countdown 2

Since it's only less than a week to go before my Birthday, I would want to tell you about this wonderful thing called BlackBerry Bold 9900. :) As twitter would say, #BirthdayWish. Haha.

5 more days to go before my most awaited day of the year. :) Not Christmas, not anything but my birthday. :) Sabi nila, bakit kaya ang saya ng tao kapag nag bi-birthday e hindi ba nila alam na tumatanda sila? Yes we are growing old because number one, it's inevitable and why not be happy on your day? It's the day when God decided you to bring into this world. :) 

Sooo, why did i just post some photo of an awesome phone right there? Duh obviously it's what i want to receive for my birthday but unfortunately…oh i won't say i would not receive it, who knows? :> God might bless someone and give me one. Haha. I've been a BlackBerry user for quite some time now and I can't think of any phone better than this. Yes i am a phone-person. :) But iPhone is indescribably a competition, who couldn't say that. Haha! 

More of these on my actual day. :) Can't wait for it! 

14. I did it

I did it. :)

I conquered my fear and used God's strength to overcome it. And as God promised me, it all went well. :)

I talked to my mom earlier this morning about my situation. What is the situation? Ever since i got into college, the life i thought would be so wonderful, suddenly turned into a nightmare. To make the story short, I was having a verrrrry hard time coping up with the stress brought by my course because i didn't want that in the first place. The plan was after a year, i would shift into another college but everything changed because i met these people. The most awesome people in the world, or should i just call them, my inspiration. :) They made my life a lot easier inside the prison.

Third year-first semester came and everything went black. I failed Package Design, Have 2 incomplete records which are System Design and Computer Graphics. Having 3.0 grade in all of my subject except for my Logic!!! Wohoo! There is always a reason to celebrate! I got 1.5 in Logic. Haha! Everything fell back to me and realized my life was such a mess. It did not have any order, i was just following what the world wants me to do. I talked to God and asked for his wisdom to fall upon me. I could not do it anymore. I couldn't give another effort. But God will always be on your side and will tell you, "Son, i am here you do not have to be afraid."

The day has arrived and I gotta tell it to my parents. To make the story short, yeah my mom sure was disappointed. Who would not be? But I am very blessed to say that i have the most understanding mother in the world. Now, I am here searching for a culinary school,  and I know i must not be afraid to start again. :)

I'm leaving everyone with this: Do not be afraid to start fresh or to start again. :)

PS. I'm gonna miss UST! :'(