1. This one's for you, honey :)

I would dedicate my first post to my favorite person, ya'll. :)

Ma. Dawn Jeshielle Torzar,

Haha. I wish this surprised you, maybe? :)

I really don't know how to start this honey cause there is a lot literally a lot of stuffs going inside my head right now and i don't even know what to say. I guess I should start of with a little thank you and just let my mind flow. Alright here we go. :)

To my favorite person in the world, thank you. :) for all the support, for everything that you have done for me, for without you I don't even know where else would I be. Lagi ko ngang tinatanong yung sarile ko kung bakit hanggang ngayon nandyan ka pa din sa tabi ko, you have all the reason to walk away from me. Bakit hanggang gayon iniintindi mo pa din ako. I know i cannot thank you enough for everything. Literally everything. Ang dami mo na po kasing nagawa sa buhay ko. :) Sana lahat ng tao kaya akong intindihin ng katulad ng pag-intindi mo sakin. Yun nga lang, hindi sila kasing blessed ko dahil wala ka sa buhay nila. :P I will always tell the world how lucky, how blessed i am for having you in my life. From the very start. :) I know you're the angel God has sent for me. Thank you for choosing to stay. You may be my girlfriend, my kabarkada, my friend, bestfriend, sister, mother, brother, father or whatever one thing is for sure honey, you will always be special to me, you will always have the biggest part of me. (except for my family though :p) I have proven to myself how much I need you, and i will always tell you that. Imagine me without you, can you even imagine it? :) Ilang beses naman na natin napatunayan kung gano natin kailangan ang isa't isa di ba? :)

Honey, you know my situation right now. ikaw nga lang ang nakakaalam yata e. Nang kung anong totoo kong nararamdaman, pinagdaanan. At alam mo din sana kung gaano kita kakailangan. Kahit sabihin mo sakin na hindi mo naman ako iiwa i would always ask you to be with me. Okay? Hindi ko alam kung ano nang mangyayari sakin kapag nawala ka pa. :( I would never want that. :( Of all people, ikaw yung gusto kong unang una ko makitang masaya para sakin. Ikaw yung taong gusto kong naka suporta saakin Yung taong kahit wala na silang lahat ikaw nandyan pa din.

Don't worry, kahit magkalayo tayo, my heart will always be with you. Sabi ko naman sayo, kung gano mo ko hindi iiwan, ganun din ako sayo. :) You are the most precious, the most special gift God has given to me and if it happens i leave you, i am definitely out of my mind. :) but that won't happen honey. I want you to stop being paranoid about the future, instead let us look on the brighter side, may mga bagay tayong namimiss kapag mas iniisip natin ung negative. Diba sabi mo nga, makalimutan man natin ang isa't isa, sure kang babalik at babalik tayo. :) Hindi kita kaya at hindi ko magagawang iwan ka. :) I will always be right here for you. I will always support you. And in fact i am proud of you, pinahanga mo ako sa acads mo eh! :) That's my girl. :) i am very very very happy for you. You are getting closer to achieving your dreams honey and don't waste anytime, you go fulfill it one by one! :) You have a lot of potential in your hands. :) I really wanna make this special and I hope you felt the happiness in me through this. :)

Eto po yung sinasabi ko sayong ginagawa ko. :P Kase gusto ko naman ikaw naman ung maparamdaman ko ng care at love ko. :) and i know kahit maliit na paraan lang to, i hope and pray nagustuhan mo. :)

Before I end this, honey madami pa tayong papagdaanan. But we can conquer them all because we are together. Ang pinagdadaanan mo, pinagdadaanan ko na rin. :) Sabe ko nga sayo, we are not just two people laughing and telling jokes with each other, we are more than that More than partners. :) Ano pa bang kulang? Kasal? Hahaha. I love you honey. From the bottom of my everything. :) God knows how much i wanna be with you for the rest of my life. And we will make that happen. In his perfect time. :)

Continue being excellent for God You're doing good. I won't miss your graduation. :) Ang daming magagandang planong nag iintay para sayo. Para saatin. And we're gonna chieve and fulfill them all, together. :)

"Cause when God gave you your angel, never let go if it." And thank you for being that angel, honey. :)

Love you always, love. :)