42. Grace

Lord I need your Grace. More than anything.

41. I miss you, ate.

I've been having this heavy feeling for the past few weeks already
I didn't have any idea why until tonight.

I just miss my ate. :( And it hurts me to see that she's not doing okay. :(

40. Hope. Always have it.

I know soon enough, my sister will come back to us. And everything'll be back to normal.

I miss you ate. Please come back. :( Surrender to God. :( Aren't you tired of living your life miserably? :(

Dear Jesus, I lift up to you my sister. Take control of her life for she doesn't know what she's doing. Put wisdom in her heart that she may make the right choices even if it's hard. Teach her to be strong enough to face the reality of life and open her eyes to see all the blessings that she has and the blessing that are yet to come. Lord, I love my ate so much. Please make me understand her situation. :( I trust in you my Lord.

39. Lord I'm amazed by you and how you love me

I don't really remember how we did or how did it go, I could just remember being soaked in His presence.

Those 30 minutes were one of the most amazing 30 minutes of my life. It's such a privilege to be part of something great. Let me share you some of those things:

1. Meeting a lot (A LOT) of new people - I never expected to meet most of the amazing people in the congregation. And yes I did. And it's very humbling.

2. VICTORY GROUP!!! :) enough said. Haha.

3. Being in the MUSIC TEAM! I have waited a verrrry long time to be part of one. And now I am.

Thank you God for the privilege of leading the worship in Victory Malolos. You have brought us beyond to what we have imagined. This is just one of the many proofs that your plans are greater than ours.

Thank you for the people who continously praying and helping us in the journey of this ministry. You know their heart Lord, give them more (enough) strength and wisdom to influence and to reach more people.

Thank you Lord for believing in me. For giving me this ministry. My desire is just to offer and bring you back all the things you have given me. And If this is the way you want me to do it, so be it.

My heart's full of gratitude and joy and I can't even contain it!

Sarap maging anak ng Dyos. ;)

38. Bakit ganon?

Ang lungkot lang isipin na ang tao hindi magawang maging kuntento.

Ang lungkot lang isipin na ang tao hahanap at hahanap ng dahilan/butas para hindi maging masaya.

Ang lungkot lang isipin na ang tao mas nauunang makita ung mali kesa sa tama.

Bakit ganon? Nakakalungkot.

Sana ang buhay para nalang exam. Bakit? Kasi kahit ang daming malli, ang binibilang yung tama.