When everything seems so perfect, and all you gotta do is be grateful, i can't help but ask one thing: How long would this last?
I can't even remember the last time i was this happy. I mean, i longed for this. Now i have it in my hands. But how long? Im afraid. Afraid that one day i would lose all of the things that makes me happy today. Im afraid that one day i might lose interest in what i do today which I love.
Im afraid that i might do something that could ruin all of the good stuff, with all that's happening to me.
But I believe that the prophecy i received yesterday was a confirmation. Yes, i still am afraid. But i just have to be stronger and have the faith that Jesus would lead the way.
So how long? No one knows. Oh, Jesus does. :)
