I've been meaning to update this blog of mine for about 4 months already. And for the nth time, i got too lazy (way too lazy) to jusy even check this. Haha. But i think tonight's the perfect time to go back. :)
Do you remember the last time you felt the happiness and fulfillment that you've been wanting for so long? :) I remember the time when i first made a bread, they were soft rolls and a honey whole-wheat loaf. That was the time i regained the feeling of genuine happiness. Finally i have done something that i can be proud of. It wasn't easy but it felt great.
Before when i was still stuck in one of my most horrible days of my life, if you know what i mean, i couldn't even let my classmates or friends see my work. I couldn't ask if it's nice or not cause i, myself find my own work undesirable. I have been waiting for this moment to come. And it finally arrived.
It's been 2 months since i started culinary (which in my case, baking. We haven't reached culinary yet.) and that two months gave me fulfillment beyond what i had imagined, and way more fulfilling compared to the three years i spent in fine arts. :)
I get tired. Way more tired than what i've experienced in fine arts. But i don't mind. In fact, i look forward to everyday that i would learn another recipe. Priceless. :)
Im still studying baking right now and it's been sooo fun so far. I get to know about all these pastries, breads and desserts; how to make them, the ingredients and many more. I call it wonders of kitchen. It's magical in there. :)
Right now I'm happy. Really really happy. I get to do the things that both my heart and i wanna do. I get to sing and i'm now a part of Victory Meycauayan's music team which was my dream for so long. I get to lead the team and the people in worship. I get to use my gift to honor my God.
If there's one thing i've learned, it's this: Things will change from bad to good and vice versa, nothing is permanent but there's one thing that is, God. - I held onto him. And he brought me here. :) It was his' plan, not mine. :)
